I remind myself of the old man in the nursery rhyme. You know, the one who is always wanting what its not?
My life now is very spontaneous and i never know what is ever going to be around the next corner. It might have had to do with the the dramatic change in people in my life. there are so many people that i have missed that are now back in my life and that is exactly how i want them.
Is it selfish of me to want all of these beautiful people to never leave? I mean if you lined us all up in a room Im not sure you would be inviting us over for tea. But these crazy fucked up people are who I love, there who I am meant to be with if you ask me. They are the people who i know care. the people I now know will be in my life if i allow it. With all of our crazy personalitys comes twice the drama, twice the worries.. make that 5times the worry! but also twice the adventure, twice the laughs, and I have doubled the security i feel well i am with them. I have no trouble wondering if there is going to be someone there to stand up for me (not that i really need anyone to standup for me usually i got that covered) or someone who is willing to drop everything and come to my rescue. how unbelievably lucky am i?
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