You know, during the day i am fine. I can keep my composer but once my eyes shut and this world turns black. I feel like i wake up to a world of you. I wake up and there you are. Just how i left you. Except you want it all back. every part of me because you have changed and because you love me again.
But as we progress it all returns to again how i left it. The fighting, screaming, crying, and the lack of trust and communication.But for tho's few moments. Its bliss. Its everything i ever wanted us to be! Its my heaven.
then i wake up, and i try to only dwell on the bad part. and i think,
"if i only can wait a little longer, maybe then he will be ready."
because honestly. thats the only thing keeping me away.
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