am i wishing you would have stayed?
I crawl into the corner because i know they are coming.
they are coming to get me.
i will never escape this room.
i am not how i seem to be.
they are coming.
they are running full speed.
they are coming to finish the deed.
they are coming.
they are coming to take away my sanity.
they are coming to take everything i can be.
they are coming to torture me.
to rape me, stab me, beat me, destroy me.
they are coming to my secret room.
i know. i see as they loom.
They are waiting.
waiting for the slightest bit of down time, the first sign of feelings from me to surface.
they were lurking.
and you did this. You woke them up. You fucking beat in the door.
you released them.
and now they are coming. They are coming. They are coming.
there is only the amount of time until they arrive.
so I lay, Afraid. Afraid for my life.
